"Every painted icon as a new step in my life..." by Matushka Larissa Nezhbort
The icon-painting studio of St. Elisabeth Convent recently finished
painting the icon of Saints Joachim and Anna. Our parishioners really longed
for this icon and on June 11th 2017 the icon was blessed and is not
located in our church in honor of St. Elisabeth, where people can now venerate
the Holy Icon. Matushka Larissa Nezhbort was the one who worked on the image of
the parents of Theotkos shared her experience while painting the icon:
“It just so happens that I have
had the honor of painting all of the icons that are located within the walls of
the church in honor of St. Elisabeth (with the exception of the iconostasis,
which was painted by Father Sergius Nezhbort and a few of the monastic
sisters). The first icon was of the Elders of Optina – which I started working on
in 2000. Back then, the monastery was still under construction and our icon
painting studio was located in a half basement in one of the sections of the
hospital nearby.
Since I
do not paint quickly, the process took me through a large portion of my life.
Every icon that I completed marked an important step in my life. It is natural
for an iconographer to have the image pass through the heart. The saint, whom
you are depicting, becomes an image that is close to you and you begin to feel the
saint’s works in your life. As I recall, when I was painting the icon of the
Holy Royal Martyrs, my family with Father Sergius was going through a difficult
time. Moreover, I was relying on the help of the Royal Martyrs, since in a way
they can be considered as patron saints of family. Father Andrew (Lemeshonok)
also comforted me and said that they would of course help! Soon after the icon
was completed, Father Sergious was ordained a deacon. It was not exactly the
answer that I was expecting, but God often acts in indirect ways.
At first, it was planned
that the saints would be painted from the waist up. However, when I started
making the sketch I realized that I wanted have a more detailed context of the
life of Saints Joachim and Anna. I wanted to show the peak of their earthly joy, the
feat of their patience and their trust in God. I am not a fan of the term that
every saint is classified by certain “needs” but still every saint has certain feats
and “being tempted, He is able to aid those who are tempted”. Saints Joachim
and Anna suffered because they could not have children, which is why people often
turn to them with prayer askin for help in giving birth and raising children and the
overall family well-being.
Our spiritual father – Father Andrew (Lemeshonok) told us that he visited the church in his youth in the 1970s before he was baptized and while living the life of a hippie-traveler. Back then, there was no museum and the monastery was simply under lock and key but the guard let the future priest and his friends inside to enjoy the view of the beautiful frescos.
Father Andrew remembers one of the images that truly amazed him and which he could never forget. He kept thinking who this wonderful saint was. Later he learned that it was Saint Nickolas the Wonderworker (I would also like to add in my opinion that this image has a very merciful look towards human suffering. It is an image when a photo cannot capture because Saint Nickolas is depicted with his raised hands on an oval part of the wall over a small portion of the altar and when you stand right in front of the image of the saint it seems as if you have fallen under his embrace.) About 20 years later Father Andrew helped build the church of Saint Nickolas – the first church constructed in St. Elisabeth Convent
It’s important to
note that the frescos of Ferapontov Monastery are dedicated to the Holy Theotokos,
and the monastery is named in honor of Her Nativity. And amongst the many frescos
there is an episode which was always close to my heart called the “The Virgin
given affection by her parents”
I had a chance to see the same image in Constantinople (Istanbul). There
are only two churches left in the city with ancient Christian mosaics: Hagia
Sophia and the Chora Church. Now it is a museum where large crowds of tourists
pass through. The Chora Church has an entire cycle of mosaics dedicated to the
Nativity, childhood and youth of the Holy Theotokos. Among them is the image of
the Mother of God with her parents. You cannot look at this image without a
certain tender feeling. Next to it is another image called “First seven steps
of the Virgin”. In this image, a servant is holding the young Girl who is
making her first steps with outstretched arms towards her mother – Saint Anna.
This was my inspiration
when I painted the icon. Of course my fellow icon painters may say that it
turned out to be another “innovation” and the result of a “woman’s creativity”.
But what can I say – it may be just that. But I tried as hard as I could… I
hope that through the faith of those who pray, God will work miracles through
this icon as well!"
St.Elisabeth Convent
June 13,
2017
See the
Full Photo Blog of the Consecration of the Icon of Saints Saints Joachim and
Anna: http://catalogueofstelisabethconvent.blogspot.com.by/2017/06/consecration-of-icon-of-ss-joachim-and.html